bleh
this post may get kinda lengthy but im not sure im kinda feeling like crap at the moment and my moms not making it any better blabbing on bout stupid junk like she always does so i just ignore her but yea i dont really know why im feelin shitty i think its just because im lonely theres two girls that mean a hell of alot to me and i unno between me and one of them things just dont seem as special n the same like they used to which sucks :/ but then theres the other girl and me n her saw a movie last weekend and it was great i loved it and im pretty sure she did to but i dont think anything is going to happen between me and her because of the first girl cuz they r best friends and she doesn't wanna do something like that and i can totally understand that but i dunno im not trying to sound selfish or nothing just bleh cuz as many of u know im not very good lookin lol all i pretty much have is personality and humor and lotta times that dont work so i have a hard time with the ladies to begin with so i dont know what to do but i can tell u it sucks balls alot
but yea tuesday i go to the doctor to get a DNA test to see if i have the systic fibrosis gene and i get to have another sweat test done also to see if my results come out to where i may have systic fibrosis so im hoping i dont have it or else ima be on a buncha pills for rest of my life n thats gunna suck
tracks been going pretty good lately we've been kickin ass n taking names i wish i could kill that nature coast kid because that two weeks in a row now ive finished second to him and its getting old!!! but yea in long jump im in top shape for it right now im going for twenty feet on tuesday and triple im almost where i was last year at districts so on tuesday im going to try for a PR and get 42 feet i just hope it happens because i really wanna go to state this year n if i dont get passed 42'6 its not going to happen so im really praying i make it and then 4x1 we better get the damn school record cuz if we dont ima be pissed cuz last meet we all had super shitty handoffs n we still ran pretty much our best time of the year so its going down on tuesday if its me jon todd n leo running it
but yea thats what on my mind
but yea tuesday i go to the doctor to get a DNA test to see if i have the systic fibrosis gene and i get to have another sweat test done also to see if my results come out to where i may have systic fibrosis so im hoping i dont have it or else ima be on a buncha pills for rest of my life n thats gunna suck
tracks been going pretty good lately we've been kickin ass n taking names i wish i could kill that nature coast kid because that two weeks in a row now ive finished second to him and its getting old!!! but yea in long jump im in top shape for it right now im going for twenty feet on tuesday and triple im almost where i was last year at districts so on tuesday im going to try for a PR and get 42 feet i just hope it happens because i really wanna go to state this year n if i dont get passed 42'6 its not going to happen so im really praying i make it and then 4x1 we better get the damn school record cuz if we dont ima be pissed cuz last meet we all had super shitty handoffs n we still ran pretty much our best time of the year so its going down on tuesday if its me jon todd n leo running it
but yea thats what on my mind