Jan 30, 2005 19:09
Pretty good mood now. Got things in a perspective.
Had to call an ambulance for my grandmother today. They came and she refused to go. Got me really depressed and I had an epiphany.
That's the way she is. You can call her stubborn, but I consider her strong willed. Even though everyone in the house wanted her to go to the hospital, she stood her ground. That is her character, it is the way she is. It is one of the reasons I love her so much. I don't wanna be upset over a reason I love her so much.
She was able to open her eyes. She saw me and told me she loved me.
I know I'll be upset beyond sanity in a few days, weeks, or months. It depends on how much God will give me. But now, I'm just enjoying my time with her when I can and while I can.
You may think I'm crazy, loco, or a crazy asshole. But, I don't care. I'm having a peaceful moment after a weekend from hell.
On a lighter note, I just got through with a practice Calculus quiz for tomorrow and had another Epiphany: I'm Fucked. No other way to look at it. I'm not gonna stress out about it. I got more important things to do.
That's all for now, Ciao.
QotD: "SAFETY FIRST: Please put on your seat belt - prepare for accident."
- Sign on backseat of Taxi