Ahhm Baaaack
You know, I might as well just delete this stupid thing. My attention span is too brief. Hmm.
School is aggravating. I never thought it would be such a big deal to not know anyone, but it crushes ones self esteem. I cannot count how many times I have wondered what is wrong with me, but eventually came to conclusion that perhaps I am just impatient. I didn't expect to make loads of friends right away, but even after almost two months average conversations consist of a few meaningless words. I feel so dull and boring here, as though unconsciously I am afraid to express myself.
Do others see me as boring? Stuck up? I'm so sick of trying to guess.
School is aggravating. I never thought it would be such a big deal to not know anyone, but it crushes ones self esteem. I cannot count how many times I have wondered what is wrong with me, but eventually came to conclusion that perhaps I am just impatient. I didn't expect to make loads of friends right away, but even after almost two months average conversations consist of a few meaningless words. I feel so dull and boring here, as though unconsciously I am afraid to express myself.
Do others see me as boring? Stuck up? I'm so sick of trying to guess.