My day went from stessful to a bad memory

May 06, 2009 20:20


Today was weird. its was raining. my brother had a chorus concert. my mom made dinner early. i was in my room doing homework.

without saying anything my mom, dad, and brother leave to to to the concert (i though my dad didnt go, but i found out latter)I thought the concert wouldn't be too long, and if it was my mom would usually call home to make sure i was doing homework and stuff. there was no phone call. and they didnt get back until 8:00pm. (2-hour concert)

when they came back, my mom asks "did you eat dinner yet?" i said "no"
apparently she expected me to get hungry by myself and go eat stuff by myself. She never told me that she finished making food and that if i get hungry to go eat dinner first. I had a snack before so i want very hungry.

So i heated everything in the microwave and ate dinner by myself at the dinner table, while everyone else was up stairs doing their own thing. I felt extremly lonly, this had never happened to me before. and my dad comes down stairs and cherryfully says "what wrong?" like nothing happend 10 minutes ago.

Later.

My mom asks me to come downstairs. i thought she was going to talk to me about this whole not eating dinner situation. but it wasnt.
She asked me what i wanted for my birthday. she asked me what cake i wanted. i couldt really answer that because i dont know where she was going to buy cake. then she said she was going to Maryland and asked me if i wanted anything from Maryland (food). i couldnt really answer that either because i dont remember what Maryland had besides a bunch of chinese super markets. so then she got mad at me bacause i couldnt awnser her questions and says "its your birthday, if you dont tell me what you want then i cant get it for you." then i saw that i want sushi, but she says she cant becasue shes going to Maryland on Thursday and my birthday it on Sunday. so i cant have my favorite foods, and thats all i can think of that Maryland has. My mom gets angry at me and tells me to go to my room, and i huddle in a corner, having a mental breakdown (its from all the stress from school and the tests, and chinese school, ect.)

And now it pouring Rain....
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