I like your spunk....<3

Apr 02, 2005 01:23

I got into BU....that means I got into all 8 schools I applied too, and I'm really proud of myself because all my hardwork and anal-ness in school paid off. I would love to go, but it's so expensive, and I already know I'm going to U of M and have accepted it.

On another note, I got back from Bahamas a few hours ago. Not to sound too cliche or rub it in other people's faces, but it was the best week of my life (besides Israel). I was skeptical about going and I hated most people I went to school with who were going on this trip, but we all got so close, and I love everyone. I'm actually excited to see everyone on Monday and that's never happened to me before. A lot of crazy stuff went down there though....some good, some bad; inquire for further details. I have a lot of stuff going through my head right now...sometimes I don't know what to feel or think anymore. I need to start living more in the moment.

I quit smoking today. I cannot believe I gained enough willpower to do that, but this past week I smoked a ridiculous amount and I can't breathe. I sound like a man too, and that's pretty gross :(. I have alcohol withdrawls too...I think I became an alcoholic; I was sober for basically 5 minutes total this past week. Tomorrow's the last night of break; I hope there's something fun going on, but nothing can top the past week.

I'm really happy lately and I like that feeling. I want to be held and loved though..that would be really nice :-/.
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