Feb 16, 2005 00:35
Sometimes I get mad when the picture I take isn't as beautiful and vibrantly colorful as the original. As if the picture isn't a mirror image of the original, I will never feel as captivated and happy as that particular moment and I don't want to let it go. There are so many beautiful things here that I try to take pictures of and when I see the picture on my camera, I get slightly disappointed because the colors don't look the same as how I really see it or if the picture doesn't look how I want it to.
Last night, I couldn't sleep and I just sat out on the balcony for a while listening to music and staring at the ocean. I was too lazy to walk downstairs and go out to the beach and sit there. I may do that before we leave; just go out and sit on the beach and stare at the ocean and just listen to the waves. It would be so peaceful...
Aruba is beautiful and the weather is amazing; everyday it's 85 and sunny. It never changes and I love it. I just can't stand my mom. We are just constantly fighting. We are in such close proximity and I need some alone time....I get too uptight when I'm around her. We just don't get along and it puts me in a bad mood...it's vacation, how does it work out that I'm in a bad mood?!