fillin' in the blanks like mad libs. shizz.
i still miss her. i don't think i'll ever stop missing her. when stupid little things happen, i get the urge to tell her. i talk as if she never left. the other day, i had a dream she went to sleep as a vacation, and everyone thought i was silly for thinking she died. why would i resort to such a fantasy??
andy tattooed me for free, in memorial of my grandparents. it's beautiful, and it's from the emblem by the door of their house. a rose, of course. long after the house has been vacated and the emblem forgotten, that welcoming spirit will still be embedded into my being. with that, i know i'll never forget how fortunate i was and am.
the more i hear i should be with lee, the more i'm repelled by the idea. i love lee and i love being with him, but i definitely need to mature and find just who i am before i go messing with someone else's well being. haha.
i'm leaving for delhi tomorrow with 'em. we're going to buffalo 2 weekends from now.
i'm excited, peoples.
on a seperate note, i love jason mraz.
I find it a bit random that Awesome and Awful mean the opposite of their components. One would think to be full of Awe is the better than possessing only some amount of Awe.
Awe Full means to feel terrible.
Awe Some means to feel fantastic.
Then there’s Aw-Kitty. But that’s an entirely different deity.
The first light of the earth appears just outside of my back door at the edge of the yard. I’m there for it often to see it arrive after a long night out. I’m lucky to live so close to the sun. It’s a good neighbor.
Sunrise and Sunset are the best hours of light for your body and mind because it is light you can actually ingest by looking at it, into it and it into you, absorbing its remarkable resources thru your pupils. Other times of day the light will just burn your eyeballs out. Awesome.
april and i have been sampling his dvd every now and again. he's crazy philosophical, in the best way.
april's gotten more patient. she listens and builds on whatever you might say.
i bought mom a bobble-head jesus for her birthday. she laughed, a lot. it's good to hear her laugh.
i worked 60 hours within a period of 4 days. i felt like a machine after long. not a good feeling.
moby's chilling in my lap and trying to get comfortable. i think i should get off his chair and let him go back to sleep. kitties need some sleeps.
peace out, livejournal land.