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Well i have been ok!
Just tired! not really tired just fed up i guess!
Jaidyn is whingeing 24/7 and its getting to me! I rang paul and said i need a day off!! then we got in an argument and i hung up on him!!
I am just so tired emotionally, i cant be bothered with anything! i used to go and visit Belinda 24/7 i am sure she got tired of me! LOL now i just cant be bothered and that pisses me off sooooooooooooooooooooo much! as i need a friend like Bel but i cant be bothered because i am too tired! and i hate that cause she is a great person!
I know kids cry and teeth and stuff but this is getting ridiculous! at night he wants me not Paul and although that feels soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good as i know he loves me and he feels like he can get comfort from me it is also so exhausting!
I feel terrible just writing this but i had to let it out somewhere!
I love him more than anything in this world but i just need a break! Paul goes to work and therefor gets a break IMO but i am with Jaidyn 24/7 and although mostly i love it as i said it is just exhausting!
i dont know! sometimes i think i was'nt cut out to be a mother!
Just tired! not really tired just fed up i guess!
Jaidyn is whingeing 24/7 and its getting to me! I rang paul and said i need a day off!! then we got in an argument and i hung up on him!!
I am just so tired emotionally, i cant be bothered with anything! i used to go and visit Belinda 24/7 i am sure she got tired of me! LOL now i just cant be bothered and that pisses me off sooooooooooooooooooooo much! as i need a friend like Bel but i cant be bothered because i am too tired! and i hate that cause she is a great person!
I know kids cry and teeth and stuff but this is getting ridiculous! at night he wants me not Paul and although that feels soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good as i know he loves me and he feels like he can get comfort from me it is also so exhausting!
I feel terrible just writing this but i had to let it out somewhere!
I love him more than anything in this world but i just need a break! Paul goes to work and therefor gets a break IMO but i am with Jaidyn 24/7 and although mostly i love it as i said it is just exhausting!
i dont know! sometimes i think i was'nt cut out to be a mother!