Ramble
Ok this is a major ramble and i hope by writing this i can sort things out in my head!!
So i wont be offended if you dont read this!!
Well Paul and i have just had the biggest fight we have ever had!! these last 2 days have been really trying for me!! Jaidyn is teething ad is getting grumpier by the minute and although i know its not his fault it has just really gotten to me today!!
We were meant to go to his parents tonight for dinner and i said i didnt really want to go as i was tired and wanted to clean up the place etc and so could he go with Jay! that was all good he said he would have dinner here then go! i thought great i will get a couple of hours by myself that i really need as i was about to crack! so anyway he decides he isnt going either and would stay home!! was a bit upset as i really needed to have alone time and was looking forward to it.
Anyways of course i get crabby and teary!! and take it all out on Paul! i know its not his fault but i was just so frustrated i needed time to myself!! Anyways it ended in a big blue and he threw a drink in my direction! it didnt hit m and he wouldnt have thrown it o hit me i think he was just trying to get my attention! anyways thats when i yelled at him o piss off and leave he told me to leave!! (i would have if i hadnt been drinking!! LOL) and i went to my room and criec like i never have before!!
Anyways he has obviously called my parents as they just rang!! and asked how i was as if they didnt know anything!!
Oh well i am not much calmer but atleast i have it out in the open!! if you have read this dont think badly of Paul or I its just one of those days!! mind you never had one like it before!! But yeah thankyou for listening!! I am sure everything will work out!!
Love Hayley
So i wont be offended if you dont read this!!
Well Paul and i have just had the biggest fight we have ever had!! these last 2 days have been really trying for me!! Jaidyn is teething ad is getting grumpier by the minute and although i know its not his fault it has just really gotten to me today!!
We were meant to go to his parents tonight for dinner and i said i didnt really want to go as i was tired and wanted to clean up the place etc and so could he go with Jay! that was all good he said he would have dinner here then go! i thought great i will get a couple of hours by myself that i really need as i was about to crack! so anyway he decides he isnt going either and would stay home!! was a bit upset as i really needed to have alone time and was looking forward to it.
Anyways of course i get crabby and teary!! and take it all out on Paul! i know its not his fault but i was just so frustrated i needed time to myself!! Anyways it ended in a big blue and he threw a drink in my direction! it didnt hit m and he wouldnt have thrown it o hit me i think he was just trying to get my attention! anyways thats when i yelled at him o piss off and leave he told me to leave!! (i would have if i hadnt been drinking!! LOL) and i went to my room and criec like i never have before!!
Anyways he has obviously called my parents as they just rang!! and asked how i was as if they didnt know anything!!
Oh well i am not much calmer but atleast i have it out in the open!! if you have read this dont think badly of Paul or I its just one of those days!! mind you never had one like it before!! But yeah thankyou for listening!! I am sure everything will work out!!
Love Hayley