Apr 13, 2005 20:20
i should be working on an essay. but no. i have honestly lost all drive to do any homework, its terrible. i dont know how i'm possibly going to be able to study for ap tests, which are seriously coming up way too fast. i'm scared...
i dont know what happened today, i went a little crazy. i feel like i'm kinda losing control of everything...and kinda ready to give up on some things that i thought were important to me. i'm sick of working so hard all on my own. i just need to move on and get control again....i HATE this.
thanks to the few people who helped me today, i live for you guys, i hope you know that.
dont really feel like talking much right now.
I'm not quite sure what
drove me to the madness,
bringing on my darkside.
was it me?
was it you and your obnoxious friends
that made me feel defenseless?
I couldn't care less about what happens now.
*remebering blue*