Jul 12, 2008 20:28
It's kind of funny how far I've come, how far we've all come, in the last 5 or 6 years. Some for better, some for worse, how many different friends have come and gone and how many have remained in whatever form of friendship that may be. I think I need to remind myself that no matter how many times I think my life is falling apart and will never be the same (even if that's true to an extent) there is always going to be a moment in time just ahead that I can't see where I'll be comfortable if not complete once again. Anytime anything major changes in my life I usually consider it to be the end of my existence, and sometimes it is - at least for a few months, but I've definitely noticed I'm beginning to cultivate a new outlook on life in general, not just mine, but everyone's life, the entire universe. (I'm so deep, I know. Ha.) But honestly, time is weird to me because I feel like I don't even know what I'm doing with my life until I look back a year or two later and go "Ooh, okay so that's what I've really been accomplishing." So no more wasting time, I've got plenty of important things to be doing with myself - like living. Also, albeit somewhat unrelated, karma has been working it's magic.
PS roadtrip on monday. I'm officially on vacation. Seeya!