:O
The freakiest thing just happened to me.
i was on my way to the kitchen for some chocolate (yumm) when i had a de ja vou. i just froze there, with my hand on the cabinet knob, remembering the day dad died as vividly as if i was there all over again. my heart was beating like fucking hell. oh god. i wish that hadnt happened to me.
i was 10 when it happened. nine and a half years ago. why the fuck am i still torturing myself over it? and why the FUCK do i still dream about it at night?
i can still see him so clearly, lying there on the hospital bed. his face was so pale, and his hands were so cold. ill never forget the way he looked when life was taken away from him.
i was on my way to the kitchen for some chocolate (yumm) when i had a de ja vou. i just froze there, with my hand on the cabinet knob, remembering the day dad died as vividly as if i was there all over again. my heart was beating like fucking hell. oh god. i wish that hadnt happened to me.
i was 10 when it happened. nine and a half years ago. why the fuck am i still torturing myself over it? and why the FUCK do i still dream about it at night?
i can still see him so clearly, lying there on the hospital bed. his face was so pale, and his hands were so cold. ill never forget the way he looked when life was taken away from him.