hc

Oct 23, 2005 18:25

well in good news i am almost 100% so i should be coming to school tomorrow. dont know about on time or how long ill be staying but ill be there for atleast 3rd through lunch. i think i have a cold on top of this stupid strep which really isnt helping but w/e. what can you do.

anyway in other news homecoming was.....well i dont know. i had fun but then i didnt. i mean while i was there i was kinda bummed and i dont know why, but then again now looking back on it, i had the most fun i could. i guess i expected too much out of it and got let down. stupid dances. it was weird, cuz all during dinner i was lightheaded and out of it and not really talking much, and i kinda felt bad for everyone else cuz i was just there and not really doing or saying anything. course when i did i sounded like kermit but thats besides the point. then at the dance, which by the way i think cured me cuz of all the heat, i danced, even though i cant, and some fun was had and what not. but for some reason i was still bummed. then when we finally got to kt's i was like hey, i feel better, my voice is better, im a lil tired, but thats about it. and i was all happy. course 10 mins before i start feeling better i had to call my mom and tell her to come pick me up, so my evening was cut short. i guess it was for the better considering i am still sick, but i didnt get to sleep till 2:30 anyway and i left kt's at 12:30 or so. but i am very happy that i finally had a STRAIGHT 8 hours of sleep without being awakened by anything. and when i woke up i didnt feel like shit. so that is a good sign. but yeah my ears are still clogged and kinda hurt but i cant really do anything about that except try and make the best of my lost hearing and when it comes back realize how loud everything in the world really is. also its really weird cuz even though i slept for 8 hours, i was all awake until like 1 and ive been tired every since. ive laid down, tried to go to sleep, but cant. and i dont have mono, cuz all the tests theyve taken say so. could be cuz my liver is still swolen to twice its size that im tired, maybe... oh yeah, on that note, make sure that if you see me you dont grap/squeeze/hug hard/or do anything to cause pressure on the right side of my stomach. i dont mind about my spleen that much, if it were swolen, but i kinda want my liver when im 17.

yeah so ive run out of things to say about hc. and i really should be doing hw, if i knew what it was.

but ive realized a good thing out of all this. when im sick the one thing i dont lose is my "sense of humour." not neccessarily that i am funny, but i find things funny. guess thats one of the great things about my life, i will always find the humour in life no matter what the circumstances. yeah this is getting too much into a "how you should live your life" kinda sermon thingie.

so yeah brain freeze/writers block. might update later if i can remember the rest i was gonna say.

hope everyone else had fun at hc, and ben and thoi, hope you guys feel better.

-out
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