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Meg:
Have you ever heard the expression "To really appreciate what you have, you have to lose it first"?
I lost both M and Geoff, and it's Geoff that I wanted back.
It's true, I fucked up. I should've never had called M, cause yes, he's a nice guy, and yes, there was lust and all, but I needed more.
I needed someone I loved.
And in all honesty, M just wasn't right for me. In all honesty, he was a little too young. I'm not saying I'm very mature, I mean hell, from reading this, anyone could think I'm immature, but this is my journal. This is where I sort things out.
There's nothing else to it. I love Geoff. I've always loved geoff. I will always love Geoff.
I just fucked up. And I feel very bad for having to hurt M. He deserves better.
Have you ever heard the expression "To really appreciate what you have, you have to lose it first"?
I lost both M and Geoff, and it's Geoff that I wanted back.
It's true, I fucked up. I should've never had called M, cause yes, he's a nice guy, and yes, there was lust and all, but I needed more.
I needed someone I loved.
And in all honesty, M just wasn't right for me. In all honesty, he was a little too young. I'm not saying I'm very mature, I mean hell, from reading this, anyone could think I'm immature, but this is my journal. This is where I sort things out.
There's nothing else to it. I love Geoff. I've always loved geoff. I will always love Geoff.
I just fucked up. And I feel very bad for having to hurt M. He deserves better.