M's letter

[hail_fire]

I wrote him a letter. He wanted me to draw him a picture. Instead, this came out:

Tears like heartbreak.

I should come with a warning:
WARNING: may cause heartbreak
not to be trusted

I'm sorry for calling you.
I'm sorry for interrupting your life.

I'm sorry for liking you as much as I do.

I'm sorry if you fell inlove with me.
Really, I am.

I'm sorry I'm an asshole. I should've warned you.
Again, refer to my warning label.

I have to end this.
I just can't handle this.

I do like you.

I have no friends, I have no boyfriend, and I don't have you.
Because I don't deserve anything.

I'm a black widow spider.
I'm careless.
I hate myself.
So how could I ever let anyone love me...

...I never thought I'd break three hearts in under three days. M's, Geoff's and my own.

And I miss Geoff so much. And I cried for hours just wanting him back.

I'd ask him to take me back, but that wouldn't be fair.

I miss him so much.