Things that might've could've been done differently
I guess you don't know me. Or atleast you don't really know me.
I'd cut off my own foot if someone I loved needed it.
I'm not saying I'm saintly or anything. Far from it.
I rarely take matters into my own hands to make myself feel happy.
I just want to be happy.
For two weeks I've been acting just to make sure my best friend is happy.
Unfortunately, I decided to end it tonight. I want to end things before we have no friendship to mend. I haven't yet. I have to wait for his friends to leave.
I can't keep avoiding his eyes. I can't keep sleeping next to him and shoving his arm off me. I can't keep saying "I love you" when all I mean is "I love you like a best friend".
I'd cut off my own foot if someone I loved needed it.
I'm not saying I'm saintly or anything. Far from it.
I rarely take matters into my own hands to make myself feel happy.
I just want to be happy.
For two weeks I've been acting just to make sure my best friend is happy.
Unfortunately, I decided to end it tonight. I want to end things before we have no friendship to mend. I haven't yet. I have to wait for his friends to leave.
I can't keep avoiding his eyes. I can't keep sleeping next to him and shoving his arm off me. I can't keep saying "I love you" when all I mean is "I love you like a best friend".