Dec 19, 2006 11:38
I feel it's almost customary to write a little something on this day. It's been an incredible 6 years of ups and downs. It didn't hit me too hard this year...not sure why. I was a little sad that it didn't. But then again, maybe I'm enjoying myself as much as possible and not letting it hit me because it's not necessary for me to be sad during this time. I think it was just really hard up till the 5 year mark. This year I've come to terms with my life and the path it's going and I'm perfectly content. Of course, there are aspects that could never be changed that I despise, but I am holding on to the best of it all. Shits and glory, it's life. I used to constantly wonder what my life would be like had he not passed away, but now that seems utterly irrelevant and I'm okay with that.
You are dearly missed, but never forgotten. R.I.P. I love you, Dad.