Thanks God!
I can finally breathe! Thank you God!! I finally got in touch with Jon! It's amazing what I do when I get anxious it's like my body shuts down until a problem that I think I have is resolved. It was so annoying having a stomach ache all the time and being plauged by a million thoughrs ranging from 'Oh Dear God, is he cheating" to "Now Laura, be logical! Nothing has yet to give you a reason not to trust him. You wouldn't believe what I did, I prayed, cried, got mad at God, got mad at Jon for avoiding me. I really do belong in a psych ward!