Fanmix: Baby, I'll Bleed You Dry
Medium: General
Subject: Relationships
Title: Baby, I’ll Bleed You Dry
Notes: Recently, a friend of mine had her heart broken by someone she’s loved for many years. Having been happy throughout their (toxic) relationship, she couldn’t quite understand why he broke it off as suddenly and as ruthlessly as he did. I tried to explain to her (quite stupidly, mind you) that some relationships… are doomed from the start. This is for her…and those relationships. Encompassing most toxic relationships (abusive: verbal, physical, emotional; one-sided relationships, relationships that ended badly because of infidelity; relationships you know you should have never started).
Misc. Notes: A very large mix. The largest I’ve ever created; with a very eclectic compilation. Some songs contain expletives. No particular order for the play list. I wanted to showcase the ups and downs of toxic love like a rollercoaster. I, personally, find playing the list on a shuffle works well.
Image credit: Various stock photos
Lyrics: SongMeanings.net; LetsSingIt.com
+ Comments are loved. Individual songs uploaded by request.
Part I (1-15 + Cover 1)
Part II (16-30 + Cover 2)
Part III (31-40)
Per request... .zip files
1: http://www.mediafire.com/?tzzojnnyzdz
2: http://www.mediafire.com/?tm1ylrmdnyy
3: http://www.mediafire.com/?mgdn1zmziut
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
01 || You & I || Delerium (featuring Zöe Johnston)
Why do You & I/Make each other cry/When we both know/Yes, we both know/We love each other so
02 || Stranded || Heart
You said that you'd always care/I just turned around and there's/Nobody there
03 || Shattered Dreams || Johnny Hates Jazz
So much for your promises/They died the day you let me go/Caught up in a web of lies/But it was just too late to know
04 || The Ghost of You || My Chemical Romance
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
05 || Beautiful Ones || Prince & the Revolution
Paint a perfect picture/Bring to life a vision in one's mind/The beautiful ones always smash the picture/Always, every time
06 || Anything But Down || Sheryl Crow
You are a raging sea/I pull myself out everyday/I plead insanity/Cause I can't leave but I can't stay
07 || Trouble || Bonnie Mckee
Who would have thought I'd ever let somebody get to me/Who would have thought I'd ever give a damn/I gave to you the one thing that I can never retrieve/And I am leaving my heart bleeding in my hands
08 || Love Bites || Def Leppard
Love bites, love bleeds/It's bringin' me to my knees
09 || Are You Happy Now || Michelle Branch
You took all there was to take/And left me with an empty plate
10 || No Ordinary Love || Deftones
I give you all the love I got; I gave you more than I could give/I gave you love/I give you all that I had inside, and you took my love/You took my love
11 || Fool of Me || Me’Shell Ndegéocello
I remember when you filled my heart with joy/Was I blind to the truth, just there to fill the space
12 || How Can I Ease the Pain || Lisa Fischer
Every time that I let you in/You take away something deep within/A fool for love is a fool for pain/But I refuse to love you again
13 || Closer || Kings of Leon
Showing no mercy I'd do it again/Open up your eyes/You keep on crying/Baby, I'll bleed you dry
14 || Nobody Wins || The Veronicas
You push me away/Another black day/Lost count of the reasons to cry/Now look what you've missed/Living like this/Nobody wins
15 || Behind Those Eyes || 3 Doors Down
There's something I can't see/There's something living in the way you smile/Behind those eyes you lie
16 || Island || Heather Nova
He fucks with the beauty/A kiss, a kick, a kiss, a kick, a kiss kiss kick/He steals it from me/It's out of my hands again.
17 || What About || Janet Jackson
What about the times you hit my face/What about the times you kept on when I said no more please/What about those things
18 || Pleasure & Pain || The Divinyls
Break my body with the back of your hand/Doesn’t make sense from where I stand
19 || Destroy Everything You Touch || Ladytron
Destroy everything you touch today/Destroy me this way
20 || Love Me Like That || Michelle Branch (featuring Sheryl Crow)
Well, I've walked this world five times or more/And after all this walking, babe/Still got me crawling on the floor
21 || Spotlight || Jennifer Hudson
Well, I don't like/Living under your spotlight/Just because you think/I might find somebody worthy
22 || Supermassive Black Hole || Muse
Oh, baby, don’t you know I suffer?/Oh, baby, can you hear me moan?/You caught me under false pretences/How long before you let me go?
23 || Favorite Sin || Within Reason
My heart beats fast again/Only seems to fly when you're around/You seem to cycle a smile that/Builds me all up and brings me down.
24 || All Around Me || Flyleaf
I can feel you all around me/Thickening the air I'm breathing/Holding on to what I'm feeling/Savoring this heart that's healing
25 || Shoulda Let You Go || Keyshia Cole
And we both know, you're wrong/There's nothing you can do/To ever undo what you've done to me
26 || I Don’t Care || Apocalyptica (featuring Adam Gontier)
I'm getting buried in this place/I've got no room, you're in my face/Don't say anything just go away
27 || Wasting My Time || Kosheen
Don't be wasting our time/You've been lying before/You've been trying to get out/We've been climbing the walls
28 || Leaving Song || Bloodsimple
All the things you put me through/All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you/You show me how it is to lose/And who the hell are you to drag me down with you, to drag me down with you
29 || Breath || Breaking Benjamin
You take the breath right out of me/And left a hole where my heart should be/You gotta fight just to make it through/'Cause I will be the death of you
30 || How Long || Hinder
I can't seem to get my heart over you/Cause you creep into everything I do
31 || Leave (Get Out) || Jojo
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave/Because my heart is breakin'
32 || Ex-Factor || Lauryn Hill
It could all be so simple/But you'd rather make it hard/Loving you is like a battle/And we both end up with scars
33 || Too Little, Too Late || Jojo
Cause time has made me strong/I’m starting to move on
34 || Decode || Paramore
I can't win your losing fight all the time/Not gonna ever own what's mine/When you're always taking sides/But you won't take away my pride/No, not this time
35 || No Good || Kate Voegele
I'm moving in reverse/Under your mighty curse/I hate myself for loving you/I turn my head away/But my heart will remain/'Till the day I learn you're no good for me
36 || Never Again || Kelly Clarkson
I hope when you’re in bed with her/You think of me
37 || Wild || Poe
I go wild, 'cause you break me open/Wild 'cause you left me here/I go wild 'cause your promises are broken
38 || New Resolution || Azure Ray
I won't forget/The way you said/Move on, move on/There's no point in waiting
39 || Got to Get My Heart Back || Keyshia Cole
I know where i went wrong/when I loved you more than I loved myself
40 || Kiss You Off || Scissor Sisters
Kiss you off my lips/I don't need another tube of that dime store lipstick/Well, I think I'm gonna buy me a brand new shade of man
Subject: Relationships
Title: Baby, I’ll Bleed You Dry
Notes: Recently, a friend of mine had her heart broken by someone she’s loved for many years. Having been happy throughout their (toxic) relationship, she couldn’t quite understand why he broke it off as suddenly and as ruthlessly as he did. I tried to explain to her (quite stupidly, mind you) that some relationships… are doomed from the start. This is for her…and those relationships. Encompassing most toxic relationships (abusive: verbal, physical, emotional; one-sided relationships, relationships that ended badly because of infidelity; relationships you know you should have never started).
Misc. Notes: A very large mix. The largest I’ve ever created; with a very eclectic compilation. Some songs contain expletives. No particular order for the play list. I wanted to showcase the ups and downs of toxic love like a rollercoaster. I, personally, find playing the list on a shuffle works well.
Image credit: Various stock photos
Lyrics: SongMeanings.net; LetsSingIt.com
+ Comments are loved. Individual songs uploaded by request.
Part I (1-15 + Cover 1)
Part II (16-30 + Cover 2)
Part III (31-40)
Per request... .zip files
1: http://www.mediafire.com/?tzzojnnyzdz
2: http://www.mediafire.com/?tm1ylrmdnyy
3: http://www.mediafire.com/?mgdn1zmziut
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
01 || You & I || Delerium (featuring Zöe Johnston)
Why do You & I/Make each other cry/When we both know/Yes, we both know/We love each other so
02 || Stranded || Heart
You said that you'd always care/I just turned around and there's/Nobody there
03 || Shattered Dreams || Johnny Hates Jazz
So much for your promises/They died the day you let me go/Caught up in a web of lies/But it was just too late to know
04 || The Ghost of You || My Chemical Romance
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
05 || Beautiful Ones || Prince & the Revolution
Paint a perfect picture/Bring to life a vision in one's mind/The beautiful ones always smash the picture/Always, every time
06 || Anything But Down || Sheryl Crow
You are a raging sea/I pull myself out everyday/I plead insanity/Cause I can't leave but I can't stay
07 || Trouble || Bonnie Mckee
Who would have thought I'd ever let somebody get to me/Who would have thought I'd ever give a damn/I gave to you the one thing that I can never retrieve/And I am leaving my heart bleeding in my hands
08 || Love Bites || Def Leppard
Love bites, love bleeds/It's bringin' me to my knees
09 || Are You Happy Now || Michelle Branch
You took all there was to take/And left me with an empty plate
10 || No Ordinary Love || Deftones
I give you all the love I got; I gave you more than I could give/I gave you love/I give you all that I had inside, and you took my love/You took my love
11 || Fool of Me || Me’Shell Ndegéocello
I remember when you filled my heart with joy/Was I blind to the truth, just there to fill the space
12 || How Can I Ease the Pain || Lisa Fischer
Every time that I let you in/You take away something deep within/A fool for love is a fool for pain/But I refuse to love you again
13 || Closer || Kings of Leon
Showing no mercy I'd do it again/Open up your eyes/You keep on crying/Baby, I'll bleed you dry
14 || Nobody Wins || The Veronicas
You push me away/Another black day/Lost count of the reasons to cry/Now look what you've missed/Living like this/Nobody wins
15 || Behind Those Eyes || 3 Doors Down
There's something I can't see/There's something living in the way you smile/Behind those eyes you lie
16 || Island || Heather Nova
He fucks with the beauty/A kiss, a kick, a kiss, a kick, a kiss kiss kick/He steals it from me/It's out of my hands again.
17 || What About || Janet Jackson
What about the times you hit my face/What about the times you kept on when I said no more please/What about those things
18 || Pleasure & Pain || The Divinyls
Break my body with the back of your hand/Doesn’t make sense from where I stand
19 || Destroy Everything You Touch || Ladytron
Destroy everything you touch today/Destroy me this way
20 || Love Me Like That || Michelle Branch (featuring Sheryl Crow)
Well, I've walked this world five times or more/And after all this walking, babe/Still got me crawling on the floor
21 || Spotlight || Jennifer Hudson
Well, I don't like/Living under your spotlight/Just because you think/I might find somebody worthy
22 || Supermassive Black Hole || Muse
Oh, baby, don’t you know I suffer?/Oh, baby, can you hear me moan?/You caught me under false pretences/How long before you let me go?
23 || Favorite Sin || Within Reason
My heart beats fast again/Only seems to fly when you're around/You seem to cycle a smile that/Builds me all up and brings me down.
24 || All Around Me || Flyleaf
I can feel you all around me/Thickening the air I'm breathing/Holding on to what I'm feeling/Savoring this heart that's healing
25 || Shoulda Let You Go || Keyshia Cole
And we both know, you're wrong/There's nothing you can do/To ever undo what you've done to me
26 || I Don’t Care || Apocalyptica (featuring Adam Gontier)
I'm getting buried in this place/I've got no room, you're in my face/Don't say anything just go away
27 || Wasting My Time || Kosheen
Don't be wasting our time/You've been lying before/You've been trying to get out/We've been climbing the walls
28 || Leaving Song || Bloodsimple
All the things you put me through/All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you/You show me how it is to lose/And who the hell are you to drag me down with you, to drag me down with you
29 || Breath || Breaking Benjamin
You take the breath right out of me/And left a hole where my heart should be/You gotta fight just to make it through/'Cause I will be the death of you
30 || How Long || Hinder
I can't seem to get my heart over you/Cause you creep into everything I do
31 || Leave (Get Out) || Jojo
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave/Because my heart is breakin'
32 || Ex-Factor || Lauryn Hill
It could all be so simple/But you'd rather make it hard/Loving you is like a battle/And we both end up with scars
33 || Too Little, Too Late || Jojo
Cause time has made me strong/I’m starting to move on
34 || Decode || Paramore
I can't win your losing fight all the time/Not gonna ever own what's mine/When you're always taking sides/But you won't take away my pride/No, not this time
35 || No Good || Kate Voegele
I'm moving in reverse/Under your mighty curse/I hate myself for loving you/I turn my head away/But my heart will remain/'Till the day I learn you're no good for me
36 || Never Again || Kelly Clarkson
I hope when you’re in bed with her/You think of me
37 || Wild || Poe
I go wild, 'cause you break me open/Wild 'cause you left me here/I go wild 'cause your promises are broken
38 || New Resolution || Azure Ray
I won't forget/The way you said/Move on, move on/There's no point in waiting
39 || Got to Get My Heart Back || Keyshia Cole
I know where i went wrong/when I loved you more than I loved myself
40 || Kiss You Off || Scissor Sisters
Kiss you off my lips/I don't need another tube of that dime store lipstick/Well, I think I'm gonna buy me a brand new shade of man