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I know that I make a habit out of overthinking about everything and making everything bigger than it is, but sometimes something just won't go away and even when you KNOW it doesn't matter...
it's way too whiny and dramatic to actually say to someone.
just once, i'd like to be the pretty girl. i'd like to be the one who walks into a situation and make people think, "hey, she's cute." i'd like the person whose opinion matter most to me in that area to look at me and tell me that that i'm a beautiful person.
but i'm not, and haven't ever been.
I'm happy in my relationships. Truly, I am. I have a best friend who I love dearly and a boyfriend who treats me sweetly and other close friends, and I know I'm loved and I love in return.
i want someone to look at me and see only me.
i'm never sure whether i'm a hopeless romantic, or just a bit hopeless period.
i want you to see me, you stupid idiot.
it's way too whiny and dramatic to actually say to someone.
just once, i'd like to be the pretty girl. i'd like to be the one who walks into a situation and make people think, "hey, she's cute." i'd like the person whose opinion matter most to me in that area to look at me and tell me that that i'm a beautiful person.
but i'm not, and haven't ever been.
I'm happy in my relationships. Truly, I am. I have a best friend who I love dearly and a boyfriend who treats me sweetly and other close friends, and I know I'm loved and I love in return.
i want someone to look at me and see only me.
i'm never sure whether i'm a hopeless romantic, or just a bit hopeless period.
i want you to see me, you stupid idiot.