May 30, 2004 00:24
man tonight sucks!!! im so upset. today i was really hyper and i had a party to go to and thats when things got really bad. it was a going away party for my sammie. shes movie to calgory. IN TWO EFFING DAYS!!!!!!!!!! i hate that. im going to miss her soooooooo much. <-----------------------------> that much. and wayyyyyy more!!! she was crying like mad. and every one else was crying when we had to say goodbye. and me being the girl who doesnt no how to cry was the only one who wasnt. i hate that i cant cry it effing sucks!!! i was almost in tears. my eyes were watering. but its not the same. i hugged her like 50 million times. god she leaves in two days!!! thats not fair. she going way to far away. to the other side of the freaking country. im going to cry when i get my pics back. everyone is all teary eyed. and its so sad im getting those this weekend. well next weekend. they played here without you by three doors down. *it was a dance* that just about broke me.
on a brighter happier note i got my picture taken with joshs dad. :S not sure why tho. he took the camera from me and took our picture.
anyway im out.
I LOVE YOU SAM!!!!!!!!! miss you like mad.