Shits been Shit
i thought for sure everything would jus get better...but i guess everyone thinks that momentarily when everyhing is well at the time.
money is the biggest issue in my life...more than id ever imagine at age 22. taking a huge tole on mine n darrens relationship. i hate everyone who jus gets everything handed to them...i mean i always have...but the more n more broke i get the MORE i wanna break ppls necks whos mommy daddy or who the fck ever pay for their phones, cars, rent, n all the other bullshit in life.
asked for a raise...get my answer on tuesday. lookin for a 2nd job AGAIN. tired of Darren calling me a loser and a piece of shit.
i have also recently quit takin meds. i dont want my life controlled by anti-deprssnts n anti-anxty pills n e longer. i DO feel the difference tho. Very irritable, highs and low, confidence has gone down even lower, but i know its something that i had to do. better now than later i suppose.
i wish i had fuckin money
money is the biggest issue in my life...more than id ever imagine at age 22. taking a huge tole on mine n darrens relationship. i hate everyone who jus gets everything handed to them...i mean i always have...but the more n more broke i get the MORE i wanna break ppls necks whos mommy daddy or who the fck ever pay for their phones, cars, rent, n all the other bullshit in life.
asked for a raise...get my answer on tuesday. lookin for a 2nd job AGAIN. tired of Darren calling me a loser and a piece of shit.
i have also recently quit takin meds. i dont want my life controlled by anti-deprssnts n anti-anxty pills n e longer. i DO feel the difference tho. Very irritable, highs and low, confidence has gone down even lower, but i know its something that i had to do. better now than later i suppose.
i wish i had fuckin money