Let me be real.

[hahasilver]

I am so sad right now. I feel incredible empty, just out of plan--lost. I no longer have a friend to call and just talk to... tell my problem to. I dont have anyone to call up and go out with. It is me. Just me, and for once, no matter how many people are surrounding me, that is how i feel. How painful. I don't know what to do. I mean. I have things getting so much better, but there is so much ungraspable things that are just not there right now, and thats hard.

I just don't know whats going on... :-\