Jul 26, 2005 02:19
look its ok.
life is good if you live in a house and live in usa relax
dont complain
i feel like there is nothing for me to do. 500x times more than that guy all wanting to do stuff living in some hut in africa eating
worms but cant cause theres nothing for him to do.
maybe i should just go with something and see where it goes. i lied terrible idea.
i dunno.
all i know is i should do whatever ill enjoy and not be digusted by, in the end it doesnt matter so im trying not to force myself to do anything drastic yet.
i could always move to japan and stuff, jeez everyday would be an adventure.
or i could always walk the earth helping ppl and then be rewarded by them and stuff....instead of focusing on myself like everyone else and walk around looking for ppl with troubles and help them...(jeez that sounds like some con man)
find something for myself.
i think i need to get a gf asap, get a nice neil girl. then itll be all ok.
its important to have dreams, i should start making ones. what do i want in life. im twenty years old and im just asking myself that question.i need to figure out what my dreams are, that ill spend the rest of my life and every waking moment trying to accomlish
not yet? jeez how slow.
or ill be in the same position in 10 years from now if im wandering around clueless. ya well i know its not suppose to be easy.
LOOK here is what i think the key is. its better to decide then to never decide because its too hard to figure out. even if your decision is wrong its better to have taken a path. when a tuff decision comes along, never dont not decide and just let time pass so it goes away...worst thing you can eeever doo.
look if i cant ever decide i guess theres a good alternative.