"We're just trying to get better every day". -Tom Brady
I admire the man for the way he lives his life. It's role models like him that make me be who I want to be in this life. I have always had a problem with a lack of a father figure. My dad was always gone even when he was in the room. Because he was more concerned with his own things and could't or wasn't very good at living his own life much less be responsible for our lives. I find now at nearly thirty years old. That I need to find men to look up to. Men that I admire and that I could look at and say "I want to be that dude, just for a day." And it's not just the success it's the happiness with who they are and their pride. I've always admired the animal kingdom because the proud lead the way. I don't think a lot of people have pride here any more. Or they don't show it if they do. Fact is we don't do a lot of things to be proud of. It's a difficult time to be an American citizen...
How about a new 5 year plan. Fuck it why be stubborn with life. Some times you have to roll with it. Who says I can't start over some where else. Some where where I'm not in debt and the Government isn't fucking up the Country. Some where...that I can start fresh. Make a home. Learn a new place. Be a member of the world. I could research a new place to live figure out cost of living compared to here. And become fluent in another language. Pick a new career. Meet new people. And still be myself. And be happy who I am. Proud of my self and my accomplishments. I admire people the most who are the proudest. The competitor that takes pride in every win. And never loses. My Grampa was the proudest Man I ever saw. And the most Competitive too. That's what I like most about myself. And that's what I think is going to make me successful. Now I just need to be a little more selfish like my Dad. I need to make a change and do something with my life. Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm going to ,in five years; Learn a new language, Save five thousand dollars (while still paying my monthly loan repayment fees). And if in Five years I decide it's time to go I will go...But I'll tell Gramps first. I owe that to him. That's all...my back hurts. Goodnight.
How about a new 5 year plan. Fuck it why be stubborn with life. Some times you have to roll with it. Who says I can't start over some where else. Some where where I'm not in debt and the Government isn't fucking up the Country. Some where...that I can start fresh. Make a home. Learn a new place. Be a member of the world. I could research a new place to live figure out cost of living compared to here. And become fluent in another language. Pick a new career. Meet new people. And still be myself. And be happy who I am. Proud of my self and my accomplishments. I admire people the most who are the proudest. The competitor that takes pride in every win. And never loses. My Grampa was the proudest Man I ever saw. And the most Competitive too. That's what I like most about myself. And that's what I think is going to make me successful. Now I just need to be a little more selfish like my Dad. I need to make a change and do something with my life. Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm going to ,in five years; Learn a new language, Save five thousand dollars (while still paying my monthly loan repayment fees). And if in Five years I decide it's time to go I will go...But I'll tell Gramps first. I owe that to him. That's all...my back hurts. Goodnight.