Mar 17, 2008 13:35
EVEN ROBERT THINKS I'M FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesus CHRIST, all the attention and teasing and feeling all confident, was that all just pretend??? Does EVERYONE really think i'm fat???
But i've lost a LOT Of weight!!!
God dammit. I'm going on a new diet.
I'll eat twice a day never after 3pm, and if after 3 I get hungry i'll drink a bigass glass or water. Everytime I eat i'll take a laxative and if I forget to take one i'm going to stick my finger in my throat and throw it up. After breakfast i'll run for 30 minutes, after lunch i'll run for an hour, after studio work if it's not too late i'll do massive situps and crutches and stretches just to balance it all out and so my mom doesn't freak out. And, when I feel i'm not working hard enough i'll go destroy the DDR machine without fail. I won't eat pork, beef or chicken, only salads, noodles, fish and no soda - unless it's 7up, cause I like 7up fuck you. D=<
If in a month's time I don't lose at LEAST 10 pounds, i'll crawl into a hole and die.