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Im tired of feeling like this. I get nothing out of it. I feel like im the only one trying.I just dont understand, i was never really given the chance to understand. Im angry at myself. I feel like I should have done something. Its to late now, so WHATTHEFUCKEVER. It doesnt matter it never did. There is nothing left for me so why keep pushing like something is going to change when i know it never will. What can i do? nothing, absolutely nothing. It hurts so bad and it will never go away. I cant get over it so im stuck with it and i hate it i just want it to go away.