why does the determined face look so misreable?
it's been a while. <3
everyone says that and its true. lj isnt for us anymore.
hmm...my last entry was depressing and almost a year ago.
this year, ive grown up a little more i guess. my muse is gone. i ran out of pages and poetry and paintings and drawings and i dont care. theres new questions in my head. new books and ideas but i think my muse was misery and im glad He is gone. i'll be miserable in secret. i'll forget wat made me so unbearable and aesthetically pleasing and live in my idealism for once. i will not dwell on wat could have been or what i should have said or ....on anything that is not progress and gratitude. [enlightened]
ahhahhaaa. not really.
i've made some strange "life-altering" decisions, if you will. i have priorities and theres some things i've needed to outgrow ahead of time for my own well-being. [really enlightened.]
No
IM GETTING MARRIED.
that's all.
[im his pamela courson. his ana pascal. his air. his muse. im his.]
"yeah we're on our waaaay.....and we cant turn baaaack/ cuz its too late too late too laaaate" =]
everyone says that and its true. lj isnt for us anymore.
hmm...my last entry was depressing and almost a year ago.
this year, ive grown up a little more i guess. my muse is gone. i ran out of pages and poetry and paintings and drawings and i dont care. theres new questions in my head. new books and ideas but i think my muse was misery and im glad He is gone. i'll be miserable in secret. i'll forget wat made me so unbearable and aesthetically pleasing and live in my idealism for once. i will not dwell on wat could have been or what i should have said or ....on anything that is not progress and gratitude. [enlightened]
ahhahhaaa. not really.
i've made some strange "life-altering" decisions, if you will. i have priorities and theres some things i've needed to outgrow ahead of time for my own well-being. [really enlightened.]
No
IM GETTING MARRIED.
that's all.
[im his pamela courson. his ana pascal. his air. his muse. im his.]
"yeah we're on our waaaay.....and we cant turn baaaack/ cuz its too late too late too laaaate" =]