scary omens
i had a weird day today.
i almost frogot how old i was for a second.
i miss angel so much these days. and ive been talking to him a lot more these days. which is good and bad. hes so far. we've gone too far, man and theres so much that hasnt been done or said.
i came here with a purpose today but i dont remmeber anything. i never remember anything. sunday is my birthday and i dont want anything to do with it or Miami or friends. i want to spend the day with myself and my thoughts. ive been ignoring them lately and i dont see what the big hype is about a birthday and pictures and presents and fake smiles.
tmorrow is the "big day."
i cant explain myself when i need to. its completely gone. that idea.
hmm.............
damn
i almost frogot how old i was for a second.
i miss angel so much these days. and ive been talking to him a lot more these days. which is good and bad. hes so far. we've gone too far, man and theres so much that hasnt been done or said.
i came here with a purpose today but i dont remmeber anything. i never remember anything. sunday is my birthday and i dont want anything to do with it or Miami or friends. i want to spend the day with myself and my thoughts. ive been ignoring them lately and i dont see what the big hype is about a birthday and pictures and presents and fake smiles.
tmorrow is the "big day."
i cant explain myself when i need to. its completely gone. that idea.
hmm.............
damn