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im not looking forward to today for some reason, im exhausted.
yesterday after smoking a blunt with jen...i went home...& when i got off the bus & started walking up 225th street to get to my building i saw fucken Latasha & Andre...god im sick and fucking tired of those fucking hoodrats. They're always tryna get my money..ok so im walking towards 70 & Latasha's like "SASHAAA...how you doin' mama" & im like im fine & then one of their fucking friends grabs my hand & is like can i hold it up the block....& i said, no, i need to go..pulled my shit away & started walking again..so i turn the corner towards 70 & then that loud bitch Latasha's like "SASHA...WHERE YOU GOING!!" i tell her to fucking cop...& she's like "oh but mama, i have some piff too..." she pulls out a dime & gives it to me & kinda like walks away to let me look at the back...& im looking at it & its not a fucking dime...do these people seriously think im stupid? ok..they put a "dime"'s worth of weed in a 40 baggie so it looked nothing like a dime..& on top of that it wasn't a fucking dime cuz it was fucking flat!..you should of seen this piece of shit excuse of a dime. i've copped so many dimes that i have an idea of how a dime should really fucking look..so i give it back & im like "nah, im good." & she's like..wait hold up..now i feel like you could of taken shit out of my bag..i was like "are you kidding?" & walked away. then their fucking hand holding friend tries to talk to me....ew. i hate people on my block sometimes...
yeah but i feel like im really gonna need a blunt today. i dont know..i need a blunt for everything in my life..haha...yeah.
*[its not that i dont like you or that i decided to be a bitch out of nowhere..its that when i swallowed my pride & fucking went out of my way to hang out with you & your friends..you never even made an effort to hang out with me..i called a few times, each of you, to say whats up..lets make plans to hang out..& it never went farther than "yeah i'll talk to you later on in the week to make plans."i dont know, we hang out like what...once? twice? & i never really heard from you people ever again. i just think its fucked up letting one think you guys really missed them, so yeah. im not waisting my time tryna be friends with people who dont really feel that way too. lol this is the exact same reason why i considered just forgetting about you all together before.]*
yesterday after smoking a blunt with jen...i went home...& when i got off the bus & started walking up 225th street to get to my building i saw fucken Latasha & Andre...god im sick and fucking tired of those fucking hoodrats. They're always tryna get my money..ok so im walking towards 70 & Latasha's like "SASHAAA...how you doin' mama" & im like im fine & then one of their fucking friends grabs my hand & is like can i hold it up the block....& i said, no, i need to go..pulled my shit away & started walking again..so i turn the corner towards 70 & then that loud bitch Latasha's like "SASHA...WHERE YOU GOING!!" i tell her to fucking cop...& she's like "oh but mama, i have some piff too..." she pulls out a dime & gives it to me & kinda like walks away to let me look at the back...& im looking at it & its not a fucking dime...do these people seriously think im stupid? ok..they put a "dime"'s worth of weed in a 40 baggie so it looked nothing like a dime..& on top of that it wasn't a fucking dime cuz it was fucking flat!..you should of seen this piece of shit excuse of a dime. i've copped so many dimes that i have an idea of how a dime should really fucking look..so i give it back & im like "nah, im good." & she's like..wait hold up..now i feel like you could of taken shit out of my bag..i was like "are you kidding?" & walked away. then their fucking hand holding friend tries to talk to me....ew. i hate people on my block sometimes...
yeah but i feel like im really gonna need a blunt today. i dont know..i need a blunt for everything in my life..haha...yeah.
*[its not that i dont like you or that i decided to be a bitch out of nowhere..its that when i swallowed my pride & fucking went out of my way to hang out with you & your friends..you never even made an effort to hang out with me..i called a few times, each of you, to say whats up..lets make plans to hang out..& it never went farther than "yeah i'll talk to you later on in the week to make plans."i dont know, we hang out like what...once? twice? & i never really heard from you people ever again. i just think its fucked up letting one think you guys really missed them, so yeah. im not waisting my time tryna be friends with people who dont really feel that way too. lol this is the exact same reason why i considered just forgetting about you all together before.]*