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I'm mad at the fucking world. I'm mad at how fucking stupid people could be. I'm mad at Jay for being disrepsectful last night. I'm mad at my so-called friends. I'm mad that the people that actually care about me & I care about are actually MILES away. I'm mad that I WAS going to move out & then everyone decided to shit on my head. I'm mad at my dad for being so fucking annoying. I'm mad at my mom for always bitching & expecting me to fix her fucking life. I'm mad at Erika, Emily & Gabi for telling me that they missed me but never callied & then telling me that their scared of calling my house number. I HATE excuses. I HATE fake people & I hate everyone in my passed. I hate how I want to move out & not give my address to anyone but cant b/c I need to find a job, but I can't find a job b/c I need to take care of my brother, so I'm going to rot here forever. I hate making friends, I hate losing friends, I hate not having pot. I'm mad at myself for having no motivation. I hate that I spent all my fucking money on my birthday on stupid shit. I hate that I STILL dwell on the past. I hate that everytime i go to 70 to get dro the guy's not there. I hate spoiled people. I hate preppy people. I hate squatters. I hate that Jay lives far away. I hate that half my shit is in Jay's house. I hate smoking cigarettes!!!!!!!!I hate that I have to wait till next thursday to get paid again. I hate owing people money, I hate it when people owe me money. I hate so many fucking people & so many fucking things right now & dont even have the fucking energy to say something. GOD I'm so fucking pissed off right now & I have abso-fucking-lutely no fucking way to let it out.
Fuck everything & everyone I'm mad at & hate.
Fuck everything & everyone I'm mad at & hate.