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besides being st patrick's day, it's also my step dad's birthday so my sister, step pops & i went to zen palate & then we saw this martial arts presintation..it was really cool actually.
I drew a portrait today after how many years? & i thought i'd be rusty on my skills & what not but i actually did a beautiful job & it was such a rewarding feeling to see the portrait i drew after so long...& i missed lead stains on my fingers from smudgin & stuff....
I also wrote in my diary which i haven't picked up sinse the summer time. I think I might wanna start meditating again too..I dropped so many good hobbies & habits over the years.
jay's gonna pick me up in an hour or so & im supposed to see hillary for a while but her mom's taking a long time to pick her up from babysitting so i dont know if that's gonna fall through. she was supposed to meet jay too...maybe next time... hillary just called so we are hanging out & she will meet jay..i haven't seen her in like 3 days maybe..sinse i got sick...yay im excited..
tomorrow im going to a gyn appointment...even though i went to one like a month or so i didn't really call back to get my results & when i did call they told me that it was too late & that i had to go back but i dont wanna go back to that place. not that it looked like a dump or anything but there was something about that place that made me feel....trashy? i dont know. i'd rather go to a private doctor.
i wanna get drunk when i see jay..ima make him give me some of that good tequila he has....you can actually taste the good quality in it & im not much of a drinker to begin with!
i was also supposed to see jen today but her mom had a minor heart attack cuz jen is moving out & her mom doesnt want her to..when jen was calling the ambulance, her mom was like "no i dont need the ambulance, i need you to stay home with me"..that totally reminds me of nicole for some reason..so fucking manipulative..my dad's like that too..he likes making me feel guilty and shit. anywho...
i dont really have much to say anymore besides my journal is gonna be public for a while until i figure out how to fix the privacy settings.
I drew a portrait today after how many years? & i thought i'd be rusty on my skills & what not but i actually did a beautiful job & it was such a rewarding feeling to see the portrait i drew after so long...& i missed lead stains on my fingers from smudgin & stuff....
I also wrote in my diary which i haven't picked up sinse the summer time. I think I might wanna start meditating again too..I dropped so many good hobbies & habits over the years.
jay's gonna pick me up in an hour or so & im supposed to see hillary for a while but her mom's taking a long time to pick her up from babysitting so i dont know if that's gonna fall through. she was supposed to meet jay too...maybe next time... hillary just called so we are hanging out & she will meet jay..i haven't seen her in like 3 days maybe..sinse i got sick...yay im excited..
tomorrow im going to a gyn appointment...even though i went to one like a month or so i didn't really call back to get my results & when i did call they told me that it was too late & that i had to go back but i dont wanna go back to that place. not that it looked like a dump or anything but there was something about that place that made me feel....trashy? i dont know. i'd rather go to a private doctor.
i wanna get drunk when i see jay..ima make him give me some of that good tequila he has....you can actually taste the good quality in it & im not much of a drinker to begin with!
i was also supposed to see jen today but her mom had a minor heart attack cuz jen is moving out & her mom doesnt want her to..when jen was calling the ambulance, her mom was like "no i dont need the ambulance, i need you to stay home with me"..that totally reminds me of nicole for some reason..so fucking manipulative..my dad's like that too..he likes making me feel guilty and shit. anywho...
i dont really have much to say anymore besides my journal is gonna be public for a while until i figure out how to fix the privacy settings.