Aug 14, 2002 11:28
Results day tomorrow. Im actually nowhere near as nervous as I was for my AS's, I think Ive relaxed quite a lot over this past year. Ive always been pretty lazy, and its reached new heights this year. Im actually more worried about the driving theory test im taking this afternoon. Ive decided, I want what I'm predicted, I'll settle for a grade lower than that in economics, if just scrape through with what I need to get for my offer I'll be pissed off, if I miss my offer I'll be furious with myself.
However I don't think these will be emotions that will last long, 3 days at the most. whereas last year I seemed to think that bad grades would destroy me and my life.
In other news today, I came down this morning and my mum had in her hands some beautiful illustrated books of Ted Hughes poems 'to help take my mind off it'. They are really stunning, I just want to hug them and stare at them all day long, maybe one day even read them. I really am spoilt, not to mention geeky, when it comes to books I seem to get close to sexual exictment, even the smell of them seems to make me immensely happy.
Does anyone else has this or am I just a nerdy pretentious English lit wannabe?