i don't care what you think, i'm not writing this for you.

[haggardchick]

i will always love you.
but you will never know.
because i know i'm not good enough.
i'll just come to all your shows.
and watch you from a distance,
watching other girls.
i wish i were different.
i wish i would have went to school.
i wish i knew what the future held for me,
but i don't.
all i know is i think about you a lot...
and i think we would be perfect.
but i need to get my shit together,
and figure out where i'm going...
because michigan isn't cuttin' it.
if i moved to indiana would you even care?
you probably wouldn't even notice that i was there.
so i will stay away,
and pray that you play near my town soon.
because those brief moments when you are on stage and you look into the crowd,
i catch your gaze and i feel like i am worth something to you...
so please look my way,
if only for a second... forever...