some days
like today, I feel like the crummiest person in the world when I know better. I won't go on to explain why I had a shitty day and why I just felt like giving up because that doesn't matter. What matters is that someone out there cares. First of all, yourself. Second, someone who loves you. Its amazing how people can miss that sometimes.
I really wonder sometimes if someone reads this... or my myspace (which I'm deleting soon) and grasps a sense of hope and can relate to what I'm saying.... I just want to be heard, not recognized, like everyone else.