spin around me like a dream
Shhh... *whispers-I'm seeing the Redwalls w/ ok go at Stubbs Wednesday*
school. hmmm, where do I begin... its not as dreadfully awful as I thought
well, except that some people are so fucking rude, or just a bitch. *sigh*
In Elem. Interns we now have a real water fountain, live actual plants and
we're currently re-decorating the whole classroom. its coming along well.
Most of my classes are okay, except for maybe Cal. damn advanced math.
Well, it really sucks cos my new glasses haven't came in yet soooo yeah.
Hopefully I can finish the Dive from Dawson's Pier pretty soon. read it!
Things have been going fine. I mean, they were. but now, its weird and just...
just... awkward. Like, I knew it was too good to be true, because an unpleasant
occurance of the past came and bumped my train of thought, and its confusing
just so aggrivating. I just totally messed me up, maybe I can erase it....
but I can't, Can I? Even if I could, Will I regret it? I guess "Move Along"
well, make me happy and go buy the new Bayside and Jack's Mannequin cd
List Seven Songs You Are Into Right Now;
1) devotion and desire- bayside
"I'm trying to create something thats not there. A spark I saw...
how could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes was just a match I used to set myself on fire"
2) konstantine-something corporate
"and those nights in my car, when the first star you see may not be a star-
I'm not your star, isn't that what you said? -What you thought this song meant?"
3) best deception- dashboard
"ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you never heard my vioce.
you're calling too late, too late to be gracious. you do not warrent long goodbyes.
you're calling too late, you're calling too late..."
4) one eight seven- senses fail
"but I should have known that you were a killer, but now I'm dead...
you ripped my heart out, you tear my heart out-now you're gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time, I'll eat your heart out, so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams.
I want to kill you, I want to kill you-now I'm insane..."
5) farewell to a friendship- a Change of Pace
"down that road to emotional overdose... but nothings alright,
nothings okay when you live in a memory- just a breakdown for the heart.
A loss of words won't mean a thing- the tragic ending a farewell to a friendship
that meant nothing at all..."
6) stranger than fiction -bad religion
"Life is the crummiest book I've ever read,
there isn't a hook, just alot of cheap shots.
Pictures to shock and characters
an amateur would never dream of"
7) wake me up when September ends- green day
"here somes the rain again. falling from the stars.
drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are.
As my memory rests, but never forget what I lost..."
(this entry goes out to Victoria, and Mandy....)
"sixteen clumbsy, and shy; thats the story of my life..."
school. hmmm, where do I begin... its not as dreadfully awful as I thought
well, except that some people are so fucking rude, or just a bitch. *sigh*
In Elem. Interns we now have a real water fountain, live actual plants and
we're currently re-decorating the whole classroom. its coming along well.
Most of my classes are okay, except for maybe Cal. damn advanced math.
Well, it really sucks cos my new glasses haven't came in yet soooo yeah.
Hopefully I can finish the Dive from Dawson's Pier pretty soon. read it!
Things have been going fine. I mean, they were. but now, its weird and just...
just... awkward. Like, I knew it was too good to be true, because an unpleasant
occurance of the past came and bumped my train of thought, and its confusing
just so aggrivating. I just totally messed me up, maybe I can erase it....
but I can't, Can I? Even if I could, Will I regret it? I guess "Move Along"
well, make me happy and go buy the new Bayside and Jack's Mannequin cd
List Seven Songs You Are Into Right Now;
1) devotion and desire- bayside
"I'm trying to create something thats not there. A spark I saw...
how could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes was just a match I used to set myself on fire"
2) konstantine-something corporate
"and those nights in my car, when the first star you see may not be a star-
I'm not your star, isn't that what you said? -What you thought this song meant?"
3) best deception- dashboard
"ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you never heard my vioce.
you're calling too late, too late to be gracious. you do not warrent long goodbyes.
you're calling too late, you're calling too late..."
4) one eight seven- senses fail
"but I should have known that you were a killer, but now I'm dead...
you ripped my heart out, you tear my heart out-now you're gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time, I'll eat your heart out, so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams.
I want to kill you, I want to kill you-now I'm insane..."
5) farewell to a friendship- a Change of Pace
"down that road to emotional overdose... but nothings alright,
nothings okay when you live in a memory- just a breakdown for the heart.
A loss of words won't mean a thing- the tragic ending a farewell to a friendship
that meant nothing at all..."
6) stranger than fiction -bad religion
"Life is the crummiest book I've ever read,
there isn't a hook, just alot of cheap shots.
Pictures to shock and characters
an amateur would never dream of"
7) wake me up when September ends- green day
"here somes the rain again. falling from the stars.
drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are.
As my memory rests, but never forget what I lost..."
(this entry goes out to Victoria, and Mandy....)
"sixteen clumbsy, and shy; thats the story of my life..."