Jun 21, 2008 00:38
I can't stand myself most nights.
I've been thinking that even if I were lucky enough to find someone, that I'd be too scared to actually go anywhere near them. not to mention I'd probably back away from physical contact. at least that's what I see in my head. & I can't stand it.
this isn't what normal 18 year olds do is it? it's friday night I'm supposed to be out enjoying myself, right? yeah..
yeah