what do i do this for?

Jul 08, 2005 06:23

torn in half again, i still feel the same...my head spins like a hurricane
i cant see right in front of me, through the shit inside of me
when will this be over?
fighting for you...struggling for you...waiting for you...

had a weird dream last night that had nothing to do with her but made me think more about her. weird. i got blown off again but it didnt make me feel any worse this time but i'm still in the same shitty mood too. i just have no idea how to deal with women...i'm not gonna lie.

i can try to be nice...but then i either get walked over when i want a relationship or told i'm misleading them when i just want friendship. and for men to always take the role of asshole when something goes wrong is complete...i'm stopping now before i get pissed.
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