Nov 28, 2009 23:57
title:my star
characters:OC and shinee
summary:this is all my thoughts about shinee here in the philippines
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I heard footsteps coming. I stared at thin air blankly. I don't know what to say. Shout? Jump? Cry?
Random thoughts and sounds are ringing all over my head when I felt you're already this close to me. And I felt goosebumps all over.
I've always wanted to see you like this... so close. You always make all girls squeal when you sing, dance, and even smile. Heck, who's not gonna fall for that shining smile that I see from you almost everyday. You're a star... I am an ordinary girl. But I turn to be an extraordinary human being whenever you dance for me, oh---no, I mean, for us.
Everything is prepared. This is it. I can now see you. I can now see the star that I love. I am only one of those million sparks that you have. But I am contented with that, as long as I know that I can still help you to shine. I love you... eventhough you didn't even know that I exist.
Everything is going on smoothly... I thought there'll be no hindrance anymore... But... everything crashed in just a snap.
I thought my dream will come true. I thought I got the chance to see my star already. I just watched you here, supporting you silently, in the tiny screen of my laptop, dreaming that someday, I'll see you face to face... see your warm and sexy smile right in front of my eyes... see your body groove to the beat and rhythm of the music. But all of these... are just... my dreams.
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Snap! What am I thinking? I just realized this is not the end. I know I'll have another chance to see you again. Maybe this is not yet the right time for us to meet. And I know... someday... we'll meet. And this time, I'll make sure it will become a fairy tale for us... a very unforgettable memory. I promise you that, my shining star.
Moving on and start to dream again for both of us are the only options for me. But I admit... right now, I still can't seem to face the truth. I can't seem to escape the imagination and dream that is chasing me. My star... You're so near... yet so far.