[fanfic] red dots :1:
title:red dots
genre:angst?
characters:eunhae
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I was happily packing my baggage when my Grandfather hugged me from my back. "Are you sure you can live alone in the city without me?", he asked me, his mucus flowed through his nose.
"Of course I can! Grandpa, I am already 20 years old. I can protect myself. And there's also Donghae who will protect me! He lived in the city for 5years now! Im sure he'll help me there!", I told him happily.
"Donghae, Donghae, Donghae! You always talk about that Donghae who left you and promised you that he'll come back soon! But where is he? 5 years had already passed Hyukjae, and he's not yet back!"
I was shocked and became silent of what Grandpa said. He's right. Donghae promised to me that he'll come back in our province soon. I waited for his comeback for years... but still, no Donghae has shown up. I thought he already forget about me, about our friendship, about his promise, and about my secret love for him.
I decided to give up but one day, he sent me a letter. I excitedly opened it but all I saw in the letter was a fucking 3-word question. How are you?
I became pissed off of what ive seen. For all those damn years that I waited, that fucking letter is all that i received?!
But then, I thought its okay. I told myself that at least, he still remembers me. That fucking letter is the proof.
I was staring at the letter for an hour, seeing his school address there, when an idea came to my mind. I will go to the city and enroll in the school where he studies.
At first, Grandpa scolded me of what I am planning to do. But after several times of kneeling, begging, and crying in front of him, he finally let me study in the city to see Donghae.
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"Hyukjae, just be careful, okay?", my Grandapa told me between his sobs as I enter the train.
"I know, don't worry Grandpa. I'll send you a letter if I already find Donghae.", I answered him, avoiding to cry.
Then the door slowly closed between us. I waved my hand while my tears started to flow freely. And the view of the province where I lived in 20years that suddenly fades away next to my eyes, made me cry even more.
:one month later:
I successfully entered the school where Donghae studies. "This school is just... great... wonderful... perfect! A school where a student like Donghae really fits!", I told myself while admiring the school's well built buildings, park, office, etc. "Even the structure's design is perfect! Ive never been to a place like this before! And it doesnt look like a school. I thought this was a mansion, or castle maybe?"
I was wandering in the school park when I noticed a bunch of students who were literally shining. The other students, most especially the girls, go around them and they started squealing like there's no tomorrow. When I saw them clearly, there are 10 of them, and one of them is kinda familiar with me. His posture, his hair, his movements...
"D-donghae??", but his smile, its different from the usual smile that he showed me years ago.
I can't be wrong! That's him! That's Donghae!
I run towards the crowd to talk to Donghae, to hug him, to tell him I missed him.
When he's finally in front of me, I jumped and hugged him very tight. "Donghae!!!!!", I shouted excitedly, making the students around us startled. I ignored them and hugged Donghae tighter. But I heard my bestfriend groaned. I pulled my head backwards, and as i see his face, I saw an annoyed expression.
"Yah! Hae! Do you know this lil brat huh?", I heard one of the shining guys asked Donghae. I looked at his face, expecting a smile from him. But i think I expected too much. I saw him smirked like a gangster, then he pushed me like a kid full of dirt. I looked at him with questionable eyes, but again, he ignored me, looking at me like he didn't even know me before.
Tears started to flow from my eyes. I wanted to ask him why is he acting like this in front of me. But no words came out from my mouth even if I tried.
"Huh? Of course not. How will I know this stupid piece of shit?", he answered them, smirking.
"Donghae..."
"Lets go guys. I dont have time to play with a monkey-looking piece of shit.", he looked at me like I was the dirtiest and pitiful person in the whole world.
I started to cry in front of them. I wanted to make Donghae realize what he had done to me. I wanted him to say sorry and hug me very tight. I want him to tell me the reason why is he treating me like this. I decided to escape from the crowd and run but i heard Donghae speak from behind.
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"oh~ before I forgot, stupid brat, could you please close your zipper? I hate to see a red-dotted brief."