repost: Never letting go Chapter 14

Oct 02, 2013 22:03

It had been three days since Hyukjae saw Donghae, and she misses him a whole lot, sure they’re on the phone almost every hour but it’s different. That can’t quite fill the gap, she feels so incomplete without Donghae.
Hyukjae sighed heavily. She was watching a comedy movie in the A/V room of their house but she was crying. She scooped another spoonful of her strawberry ice cream when she heard the door open gently. It was Kyuhyun.

“ ‘Ssup sis?” Kyuhyun walked towards her and sat down beside her.

“I’m fine..” she mumbled. She fixed her gaze on the TV. It was far from believable.

“You’re not… tsk.. you’ve been eating awfully a lot since you got back..” Kyuhyun commented eyeing her ice cream tumbler.

“yah.. no nagging… you sound like mom… am I not allowed to eat?” she replied slightly irritated.

“Whoa.. I’m just reminding you missy. The gown doesn’t have much allowance you know.” Kyuhyun raised a brow at her.

“Fine…” she put down her ice cream on the side table.

“You miss him?” Kyuhyun asked him casually.

“Obviously…” She replied. She knew she sounded mean and she hopes her twin wouldn’t get offended by it.

Kyuhyun smiled. He has this little idea of what’s happening to his sister, but he knows it’s better if she discover it by herself.

“How much do you want to see him?”

“Badly..” She looked at her brother and saw the amusement in his eyes. “Yah! Don’t mock me. I’m in love okay?”

“I’m not mocking you.. give me your phone…”

“Why?”

“Pssshhh… Hyukjae.. give me your phone before I change my mind…” Kyuhyun threathened her. Hyukjae gave her cellphone to him although she was puzzled. She watched him as he dialled and wait for someone to answer.

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Donghae just got out of the shower when he noticed his cellphone vibrating and when he saw Hyukjae’s name, his heartbeat skipped. He answered it before the call got disconnected. He looked at the clock. It was already pass 11 pm.

“Baby?” He answered

He heard a deep male voice. Which he recognized as Kyuhyun’s. “He calls you baby? Err. That’s…”

“Yah! Shut up.” Donghae heard Hyukjae and he smiled.

“Kyuhyun-ssi.”

“Oh yes. Sorry. My sister misses you. Meet us in the park. If your not there in 30 minutes, we’re going home. Bye”

Donghae was dumbfounded. The moment he recovered he grabbed his car keys and hurried down stairs. He couldn’t careless if he was wearing his Nemo-printed Pj’s he just needs to see Hyukjae.

His heart was thumping violently against his chest as he drove to the park.

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Kyuhyun stood up. “Yah. Your boyfriend will be there in 30 minutes, you wouldn’t want to keep him waiting do you?” her brother smirked at him evilly.

“but look at me! I’m just wearing Pajama’s! do you expect me to go out like this?” Hyukjae’s voice raised. Kyuhyun can really have crazy ideas at times.

“okay.. if you don’t want to then fine… I’m not the one who’s missing Donghae you know.. night sis.” Kyuhyun turned his back on Hyukjae but smiled when he felt his sister tug his shirt from the back.

“Let’s go…”

“Alright..” He smiled before ruffling Hyukjae’s hair.

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Hyukjae bit her lip hard as the park came into view. She was able to spot Donghae’s car quickly. Then her eyes flew to his figure. He was leaning on the car. Looking so adorable in his Nemo PJ bottoms and plain white wife beater.

She giggled but somewhat her eyes became misty.

He came. She was flooded by different emotions, but the one that stood out the most was the overwhelming happiness. The moments

“look. You guys really match.. he’s wearing PJ’s too… haha.” Kyuhyun chuckled, before throwing her sister a look. He thinks more than anybody, he’s the happiest for them. Because it seems like everything is going to end up perfectly for Hyukjae and Donghae.

As soon as he parked the car, Hyukjae stepped out and ran towards Donghae’s direction. Kyuhyun was left to shake his head and roll his eyes.

“cheesy..” he whispered. Before getting out of the car too. He couldn’t stay there. He’ll end up watching them and it gives him creeps. Hyukjae is still his younger sister.

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Donghae was paralyzed for a moment. He saw Hyukjae running towards him and he wants to meet her, but he was to numb to move. Hyukjae stopped right in front of him, trying to catch her breath.

“Uhm, hi. Have you been waiting for too long?” Hyukjae asked but Donghae didn’t answer, instead his hands reached up to the wisps of hair on her face and tucked them behind her ear. His hands went down to her neck, shoulders until it reached the small of her back. He pulled her gently.

“I missed you.” he said meeting her gaze, trying to convey messages he cannot tell her verbally. “so so so much..”

“I missed you too..”

Their lips met, thankfully there weren’t any people around. The kiss was deep, intense and needy. Somewhat trying to satisfy three days worth of longing.

They were out of breath when they parted. They were smiling idiotically, nose to nose.

“I’m gonna puke with all of these. I’ll pick up Hyukkie after one hour..” Kyuhyun told them. “and dude. Next time please wait till I’m out of sight before eating my sister’s lips. It’s awkward you know..”

“Thank you, Kyuhyun-ssi..” Donghae never thought he’ll ever say that whole heartedly to the guy.

“More than welcome. As long as my sister’s happy.”

Kyuhyun started walking away, but turned after a few minutes.

“No car sex okay?”

“Yah! Kyuhyunnie! Go away!” Hyukjae blushed heavily. She knew Kyuhyun was just kidding, but she couldn’t help but feel embarrassed.

“Tsk. I’m just reminding you, you know..” Kyuhyun smirked and walked away for good.

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Hyukjae and Donghae settled themselves on the backseat of the latter’s car. Donghae’s arms securely wrapped across Hyukjae’s waist while Hyukjae’s head was rested on his chest. Their conversation was made up of I miss you’s and very trivial exchange of the events that happened for the past couple of days.

Donghae felt contented being able to hold Hyukjae like that. He held Hyukjae’s hand and started drawing invisible hearts on her palm. Hyukjae giggled lightly.

“You’re tickling me..”

“you’re enjoying it..” Donghae stated in a matter of fact voice, planting soft kisses on top of Hyukjae’s head every now and then.

“Donghae?”

“hmmmn?”

“I love you…”

Donghae bit back his tongue to prevent himself from returning the statement. He wants to, but it’s not yet the time.

Hyukjae didn’t feel offended that Donghae didn’t reply. For the mean time, feeling it is enough.

“10 days baby… we will be married… We’ll own each other officially..”

“Yeah… but 10 days… It’s still so long.. I’m scared..” Hyukjae whispered. True, she believes in everything that’s happening between her and Donghae but there’s still a very little part of her that’s uncertain. And It will only go away once they’re pronounced man and wife.

“do you doubt me Hyukkie?”

“No.. ofcourse not…”

“Good.. because hurting you, that’s the last thing I’d ever think of doing right now and for the years ahead..” Donghae’s voice was so solemn that Hyukjae felt goosebumps from it.

“understood.. thank you.. uhm, Donghae…

“hmmn?”

“uhm, do you think I’ve gotten fat? I mean, mom keeps on telling me to stop eating..” Hyukjae pouted.

“fat? Hmmn.. let me see..” Donghae started feeling her sides “Nah.. I couldn’t feel…” Hyukjae gasped when she felt Donghae’s warm palm on the skin of her tummy. She didn’t notice it slipping inside her pajama top. Heat spread altroughout her body as he kept on feeling her tummy gently. “I’d be really happy if you’d gain some weight.. I’d love to feel some love handles on you..” his voice thickened with sensuality. “and I’d be happier… if this tummy… would get bigger.. and bigger and bigger..”

She felt him guiding her until her back was lying flat on the seat of the car before hovering on top of her. No sound of protest slip out of her mouth, whatever Donghae wants, she’s for it.

Donghae started giving chaste kisses across her face. His hands starting to undo the bottons of her pajama top.

Hot pairs of lips met, the way Donghae was kissing her was urgent, she parted her mouth to allow the entry of his invading tongue. He explored the cavities and crevices of her mouth sucking and nipping and tasting her. His lips travelled down south, leaving marks in areas that he was quite sure will be hidden by her top.

He was sucking on the flesh on top of her breath when a tap on the window disturbed them. Hyukjae was too stunned to react but Donghae’s reflexes are quick, he was able to pull her up and fix her clothes.

“Don’t worry.. the car’s heavily tinted baby..” He brushed his lips on her cheeks once again before reaching out to unlock the car.

“I know things are just starting to heat up, but dear sister, I need to bring you home before mom and dad gets suspicious…”

“10 more minutes please?” Hyukjae gave her twin a pleading look and Kyuhyun can only sigh.

“okay.. I’ll justb e waiting in the car. No more than 10 minut-“ Kyuhyun didn’t get to finish what he was saying when the car’s door was slammed shut. “Okay… that’s a nice way of saying ‘hey bro! thanks for being nice..’ “ Kyuhyun headed to his car, shaking his head. His sister must’ve missed Donghae a lot.

Inside the car, two pairs of lips met immediately once again.

“I’m missing you already…” Donghae said against her lips.

“me too… when will I see you again?” Hyukjae asked, trying to sound hopeful.

“I’ll find away..” Donghae assured her. “Let’s go? Your brother’s waiting…” he said though his heart was against it. If only he kidnap Hyukjae until the day of their wedding he will.

“Can’t you just kidnap me?” Hyukjae sighed as if reading his mind.

“Trust me.. the idea is tempting… but must resist.. I cannot give a bad impression to your parents right?”

“right..”

“smile baby… I want to dream of your smiling face tonight..”

Hyukjae forced herself to smile, but it eventually turned into a real one as she watched Donghae make silly expression.

“There..” he said satisfied. He got out of the car first before guiding her out too. They walked hand in hand towards the parking space where Kyuhyun was waiting.

Donghae hugged Hyukjae tightly before finally letting her get into the car.

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Donghae watched as Kyuhyun’s car vanished in to sight. What he said to Hyukjae was true, he was starting to miss her badly again. Seeing her and being with her for an hour isn’t enough, but it’s better than not seeing her at all.

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They met each other secretly for two more times with the help of Kyuhyun. However, during the last few days of the wedding it became impossibly hard as everyone started to get really busy.

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Three days before the wedding, Sungmin dropped by Hyukjae’s room.

“Unnie!” Hyukjae greeted the older girl brightly.

“Are you busy Hyukkie?”

“Nope… just fitting some of my clothes.. I think I’ve gained weight..” Hyukjae pouted to which Sungmin just smiled just like what Kyuhyun told her. Hyukjae is pregnant. Just like her.

“You still look the prettiest to me..” Sungmin sat on edge of Hyukjae’s bed.

“I bet my Kyuhyunnie wouldn’t agree…” Hyukjae smiled at Sungmin who was visibly blooming. “ you’re getting prettier and prettier unnie..”

“Really? They said that if you look pretty during your pregnancy.. you’re going to have a baby girl..” Sungmin smiled as she watched Hyukjae’s eyes grew in amazement.

“You’re?!”

“Two months…” Sungmin confirmed.

“Oh my God! Unnie! I’m so happy for you!!! Have you told Kyuhyunnie yet? I ‘m so sure he’ll flip out!”

“not yet… I told you first. I’m actually nervous..” Sungmin blushed.

“What are you getting nervous about?! Oh my God! I’m going to be an autie soon!” Hyukjae felt so happy for Sungmin and her brother.

“yes dear… but how about you? Have you noticed any changes in your body recently? Kyuhyun told me, you’ve been eating quite well..” Sungmin asked sublty. She doesn’t want to shock Hyukjae.

“I’ve been feeling a bit nauseous sometimes, I crave for food… but I think it’s because of wedding jitters?” Hyukjae answered unsure. Although something was telling her Sungmin might be right.

“When was the last time you had your period?”

“I’m not sure….” Hyukjae bit her lip. If she was indeed pregnant… Donghae would be happy.. her eyes suddenly watered at the thought. “I might be… oh goodness.. I might be pregnant…” she mumbled incoherently.

“Hey sweetheart, relax.. we can check now.. I still have some pregnancy test kit.. I brought it over because your brother is bugging me to tell you to check..” Sungmin chuckled.

She brought out two preganancy test kits.

She went inside the bathroom and tested herself. Both showed two lines. Indicating that she was indeed pregnant.

She went out of the bathroon crying. But it was tears of Joy. Most definitely.

“Unnie.. can you keep this a secret between the two of us first?I-I wanted this to become my wedding gift for Donghae.. he told me he wants to have a baby…”

“Ofcourse… you can count on me..” Sungmin wiped her tears away. “Now you have to be extra careful… there’s now another life within you..”

“I know… I’m gonna love him or her… so so much.. Thank you unnie.. but when are you planning to tell Kyuhyun about your condition?”

“after your wedding… I don’t want to divert everyone’s attention. Don’t worry.. you should start taking supplements. If you want I can accompany you to my OB.. and then we can go shopping.”

“yes yes…” Hyukjae felt like she was floating. She’s never felt more excited. She will have a complete family of her own soon.

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Donghae called her that night and he probably noticed the happiness in her voice, he asked her what she’s so happy about. She was so close in telling him, but she got a hold of herself before she did so. Perfect moment she reminded herself.

Little did she know that the Perfect moment she’s waiting for migth not come at all.

fanfics - nlg.

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