Crappy
Here I go again down a dead end road,
My mind is ugly and my body is numb,
I cant escape my fate.
For I feel like im under a rotten thumb.
There is no escape or compromise,
Only death and pain.
No one else around me knows,
And things will never be the same.
I grab the wheel and try to steer,
But only lose control.
My car flips and rolls into the air,
And the church bells ring death's toll.
Will anyone remember me,
When I'm dead and gone?
Or will I end up being another statistic,
A rhyme in someone's song?
I feel alone and oh so cold,
My body begins to shake.
My life begins to slip away,
My soul the lord will take.
I see my life play out for me,
And suddenly I feel sad.
For even in heaven it will always haunt me,
Her hand in marriage I never had.
I fucking hate everything right now. I just want to explode and not exist. I don't even care anymore, I'm just going to end up losing my mind again like before and get hurt and destroyed and do something stupid again and ruin my life. Fuck everything.
My mind is ugly and my body is numb,
I cant escape my fate.
For I feel like im under a rotten thumb.
There is no escape or compromise,
Only death and pain.
No one else around me knows,
And things will never be the same.
I grab the wheel and try to steer,
But only lose control.
My car flips and rolls into the air,
And the church bells ring death's toll.
Will anyone remember me,
When I'm dead and gone?
Or will I end up being another statistic,
A rhyme in someone's song?
I feel alone and oh so cold,
My body begins to shake.
My life begins to slip away,
My soul the lord will take.
I see my life play out for me,
And suddenly I feel sad.
For even in heaven it will always haunt me,
Her hand in marriage I never had.
I fucking hate everything right now. I just want to explode and not exist. I don't even care anymore, I'm just going to end up losing my mind again like before and get hurt and destroyed and do something stupid again and ruin my life. Fuck everything.