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Yeah ok.
So I'm going threw some real shit right now.
I absolutely hate all of my classes even though it has only been one day.
Some "good" friends of mine ignore me completely in every class I have with them. Like they are some hot shit or something. I don't know if they realize what they are doing but ya know whatever.
So for Englsih on Friday afternoon, we have to take the two tests on the first day. I surprisingly read both books, took notes, and watched the movies because I am determined to do well this year.
So we have 50 minutes to take the test. But actually I have 30. To take both tests and write 6 essays. I'm trying to pace myself but he doesn't feel like giving me a time or let me know when I have to leave or anything. So I scribble down some crap that doesn't make any sense and I know I can write way better than that and I get really stressed because if we didn't attend the pep rally thing, we weren't allowed to cheer in the game. Then I start shaking and I get confused with both books. So I turn in this crap that I know I will fail. And I go to the pep rally.
Jesus.
I just can't stand school right now and it has only been one day.
I just feel like dying like everything bad is happening at once.
So, all the cheerleaders make the signs after school and I go to Gillian's house where we get ready and such and then go to East to get on the bus to go to the game.
It actually was really fun cheering at the game. I saw a lot of people even though 2 specific people blew me off just like they do in school. I did get to run up and down the track waving the East Carteret flag thing and that was a lot of fun. But the down side of cheering is that I don't get to walk around and socialize for very long.
My parents are getting seperated tomorrow I think. Divorce.
Everything bad is happening.
But I honestly don't think I can cry anymore about it all.
So I'm going threw some real shit right now.
I absolutely hate all of my classes even though it has only been one day.
Some "good" friends of mine ignore me completely in every class I have with them. Like they are some hot shit or something. I don't know if they realize what they are doing but ya know whatever.
So for Englsih on Friday afternoon, we have to take the two tests on the first day. I surprisingly read both books, took notes, and watched the movies because I am determined to do well this year.
So we have 50 minutes to take the test. But actually I have 30. To take both tests and write 6 essays. I'm trying to pace myself but he doesn't feel like giving me a time or let me know when I have to leave or anything. So I scribble down some crap that doesn't make any sense and I know I can write way better than that and I get really stressed because if we didn't attend the pep rally thing, we weren't allowed to cheer in the game. Then I start shaking and I get confused with both books. So I turn in this crap that I know I will fail. And I go to the pep rally.
Jesus.
I just can't stand school right now and it has only been one day.
I just feel like dying like everything bad is happening at once.
So, all the cheerleaders make the signs after school and I go to Gillian's house where we get ready and such and then go to East to get on the bus to go to the game.
It actually was really fun cheering at the game. I saw a lot of people even though 2 specific people blew me off just like they do in school. I did get to run up and down the track waving the East Carteret flag thing and that was a lot of fun. But the down side of cheering is that I don't get to walk around and socialize for very long.
My parents are getting seperated tomorrow I think. Divorce.
Everything bad is happening.
But I honestly don't think I can cry anymore about it all.