Nov 02, 2005 23:54
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I'm this close to breaking down.
No, scratch that. I've already broken down.
I'm this far from just ceasing to function.
I can't stand this fluctuation of moods anymore. I hate being blissfully happy one day, then going completly dismal the very next day. It's going to tear me apart, both inside and out.
I just want to get lost in something, I don't care what. Get lost in someone, get lost in the moment, get lost in the group, get lost in the beat. I just want to forget where I am for a blissful 5 seconds.