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so i've compiled my homecoming outfit now. Express shirt, satinish and lace. hot topic skirt with lacey ruffles at the ends. lac eup shoes not too tall with satin ribbons. and i think i'll go with some semi classic jewlery.. i wanted reds.. but there is none anywhere else so no
school bites. so behind on hw right now.
having a semi tiff with Harris.. i want to cry reall bad but i fucking can't. i hate shit like this.
really lonely online unless Harris is on.. and still i don't do much hw.
i really need some friends into bdsm or something.. i feel so lonely when i try to talk. its not that i love the few i got, but i can't say much to them on the issues i have going on
i just feel lonely today i guess.
nice shopping with garrett though. he actually gave me real thoughts on the stuff.. helped me. :sigh: i feel so lost in my own world and i know it isn't supposed to be this way..
i am happy.. but i'm not happy with myself.
school bites. so behind on hw right now.
having a semi tiff with Harris.. i want to cry reall bad but i fucking can't. i hate shit like this.
really lonely online unless Harris is on.. and still i don't do much hw.
i really need some friends into bdsm or something.. i feel so lonely when i try to talk. its not that i love the few i got, but i can't say much to them on the issues i have going on
i just feel lonely today i guess.
nice shopping with garrett though. he actually gave me real thoughts on the stuff.. helped me. :sigh: i feel so lost in my own world and i know it isn't supposed to be this way..
i am happy.. but i'm not happy with myself.