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So I went to Tennessee this weekend, and it was such a huge disaster. I cannot believe everything that went wrong. First off, I missed my flight on Friday. So I didn't get down there until like 11PM. Friday night was fun though, we had a keg at my roomates house and had a bonfire. Some people showed up but not as many people as I had hoped. Well, my friend Lindsey came from Memphis cause I got her a ticket to the Tennessee/Auburn game, and well, she wasn't there that long. So I was down about that. Saturday comes, and we went tailgating on the strip. Well, this girl I met back in August showed up, but hardly talked to me. So I got pissed about that and went to Chili's with my friends. Then the game happens, and Tennessee got their ass kicked. Oh yeah, and Lindsey didn't go to the game so we gave her ticket to someone else, I was pissed about that. So we left early. I ended up meeting up with Chrissy at Chili's, and haha she was so drunk. It was funny. It was also really good to see her cause I dunno. She is sooooooo fucking hot and I really like her, but after this weekend I realized that there is no possible way and to move on. I dunno, I can't ask a girl out if you pay me so, I just can't. I'm way too shy around her and I dunno, I'm just an idiot. And I've wanted to flat out tell her I like her and shit but I just can't do that, I dunno why either. We went to Buffalo Wild Wing's too, and these guys kept talking to her so I got pissed and talked to her friend cause she's hella cool. Well, we tried to get them into the Beer Sellar, but couldn't cause Chrissy's friend isn't 21 and doesn't have a fake. So they ended up leaving and I was walking to my roomate's car when I lost my balance and drove my shoulder into the parking lot. Well, 2 days later after I fly back to DC, I find out I broke my collar bone. It hurt so bad when I fell, I knew it was fucked. And Sunday? Well, yeah, just not fun. Now I'm back in DC, and I dunno. I just feel like shit with my collar bone cause I can't work at the restaurant now. I'm retaking the GMAT's, and hoping I get into school. Cause if I can't move to San Diego, I dunno what I'd do. I also don't plan on going back to Knoxville for a while, I gotta move on and forget about it. I'm done, time for some dinner.