Hot Damn, Part 2
Hung out with N the other day. Talking to her felt good. Just like 'old times'. Only so much has changed. I have changed. It's so hard to believe. But I am not the same man I once was. I think I am a better man. But far less trusting. Far less. Bitter also. But wtf.
I should go out today. I have been spending so much time hunting for a new job that my legs feel like they want to fall off. I should get a bottle of whiskey, or a bag of something. Find someone to share it with.
Funny thing. I found out about something that should have pissed me off. But it did not. I felt nothing. It's over? Yep. Wow. All emotional attachment gone? Yep, big time. Hot damn! Let's go get shit faced!
PS Ask me some damn questions! See previous entry.
I should go out today. I have been spending so much time hunting for a new job that my legs feel like they want to fall off. I should get a bottle of whiskey, or a bag of something. Find someone to share it with.
Funny thing. I found out about something that should have pissed me off. But it did not. I felt nothing. It's over? Yep. Wow. All emotional attachment gone? Yep, big time. Hot damn! Let's go get shit faced!
PS Ask me some damn questions! See previous entry.