What is This Darkness Called?
I'm hungry and I'm nervous but I'm also sad,confused and lost. I've never had this string of emotions before. It gives you that funny feeling in your tummy, then it plays with your head but your heart feels the pain.
I'm more afraid of tomorrow now then I was before. Everything's so uncertain. Of course we can't predict what's going to happen but I'm just afraid of the severity of things. Ohdear,am I having mood swings? Let's hope not/it's not coming soon.
Okay. Well,I'm certain that I'm not cause this pain and suffering isn't like a one day or two thing, it's been ongoing. So that proves.
Can I just hide in my cupboard,please?
I think struggles are the most complicated things because you go through it, you think you're gonna die, you think you're not gonna make it but in the end you do make it through and then it makes you think, "How the hell did I go through that load of shit?" Weird.
That said, I just hope and pray for better things to come my way. Then again, struggles make me think of Allah swt. Okay, I just want things to get better but at the same time, I don't want to be one who'll forget Him easily.
I'll really miss these people <3
I'm more afraid of tomorrow now then I was before. Everything's so uncertain. Of course we can't predict what's going to happen but I'm just afraid of the severity of things. Ohdear,am I having mood swings? Let's hope not/it's not coming soon.
Okay. Well,I'm certain that I'm not cause this pain and suffering isn't like a one day or two thing, it's been ongoing. So that proves.
Can I just hide in my cupboard,please?
I think struggles are the most complicated things because you go through it, you think you're gonna die, you think you're not gonna make it but in the end you do make it through and then it makes you think, "How the hell did I go through that load of shit?" Weird.
That said, I just hope and pray for better things to come my way. Then again, struggles make me think of Allah swt. Okay, I just want things to get better but at the same time, I don't want to be one who'll forget Him easily.
I'll really miss these people <3