i am not of this place

[habitualsinner]

i am a dancer of worlds. i have a purpose, not god given. god is not real to me, so i make my own magic. i know i am not of this world. in my mind, i see a world with no hate, with love and peace, a world made of gold. i am a dancer from this world. i am not a human. i am not a plant. i am the mountain, i am the ocean, i am the sky. i am something so much more. we all are something more, but very few of us choose to acknowledge that we are not as real as we think we are. humans are small, unimportant. so, i choose to not be a human, that way i am not unimportant. i am the very earth upon which you stand. i am the dancer in the ground, in the sky, in the sun. if you look closely at the sun, you can see me dancing in it. the moon is my recliner and the stars are my night lights. i am not afraid of anythnig anymore. now that i know that i am not of this place. i come from somewhere where we dance and love. i am from a world of lightning crashes and falling galaxies. i am not white, i am not black, i am not yellow, i am not brown. i am the wind, which has no color. i defy stereotypes. all of us has the potential to feel that way i do.

i am not here. i am not here. i am not here. my body is here, yes, but my mind is always somewhere else. when you see me walking, when you see me dancing, when you see me longboarding, know that i am not here. i am dancing in the horse head nebula watching asteroids collide. i am the universe, i am jupiter, i am saturn, i am neptune, i am the asteroid belt, i am the atmosphere. i am a force not a being. i am a force of nature.

i am a force of nature and i am a dancer of worlds.

i am not here, but you are

-kealani