Is Life But One Continouse Storm?
Wow things are just not going all that good for me today. Joe talked to Rich about the sexual innuendo's and then rich told him that I had secrets that he didn't know and all this other shit. He even told Joe about a conversation that I had had in private with Dusty. It upset Joe, not the fact that I was talking to Dusty, that bothers him but he understands that Dusty is like my best friend, but what the conversation was. Being heard one sided it would be taken completely in the wrong way.
Speaking of Dusty I just called him and we only talked for a bit but he wants me to call back in about an hour. But when we talk to each other there is a bond there that just feels so strong. It is a bond that I have never felt. It feels like we could not talk to each other in like forever and then call and just talk for hours. In fact that is how it is between us. We didn't talk for months, no letters. And when we talked on the phone it's like that time had never passed. I don't know what this bond between us is but I have been thinking about it a lot. And tonight when we were hanging up right before he hung up I heard him say I love you. Does he mean it in a friend way or in another way. Should I even be asking myself these questions? Because I feel bad asking myself these questions because I am with Joe. And it's not like I can talk to him about these things because he already is sketchy about the fact that I talk to Dusty all the time.
PLEASE IF SOMEBODY CAN GIVE ME ADVISE DO BECAUSE I REALLY NEED SOME HELP SORTING THIS ALL OUT.
Peace and Love
Yvette
Speaking of Dusty I just called him and we only talked for a bit but he wants me to call back in about an hour. But when we talk to each other there is a bond there that just feels so strong. It is a bond that I have never felt. It feels like we could not talk to each other in like forever and then call and just talk for hours. In fact that is how it is between us. We didn't talk for months, no letters. And when we talked on the phone it's like that time had never passed. I don't know what this bond between us is but I have been thinking about it a lot. And tonight when we were hanging up right before he hung up I heard him say I love you. Does he mean it in a friend way or in another way. Should I even be asking myself these questions? Because I feel bad asking myself these questions because I am with Joe. And it's not like I can talk to him about these things because he already is sketchy about the fact that I talk to Dusty all the time.
PLEASE IF SOMEBODY CAN GIVE ME ADVISE DO BECAUSE I REALLY NEED SOME HELP SORTING THIS ALL OUT.
Peace and Love
Yvette